Last time we talked about ways not to get a fresh anointing from the Lord*. This time it gets a little more personal.
In order for us to move on from the sunken state we've found ourselves in, we must do one thing. We must settle the matter in our hearts once and for all that the fault is with us, not with God. This is nothing more than unbelief in the character of God and His goodness, and cannot be entertained for a second if we want to be set free.
This is not to say that "wrestling with God" doesn't have its value (see Genesis 22:24-30). We all have times of doubt, "wrestling" with God, and may even curse God to His face (I can remember doing this many times as a new Christian struggling with depression - His grace is unending!).
However, some of us need to stop wrestling and move on. We have "circled this mountain long enough" (Deuteronomy 1:6). It's time to believe God's promises, and enter His Promised Land.
Some of our hymns and church culture refer to the Promised Land as our heavenly destination, but this is not the case. The Holy Spirit-breathed Word is very careful in its symbology, and we can see from the fact that there are enemies to overcome in the Promised Land that it is not our final heavenly resting place.
No, the Promised Land is entered after being delivered from the bondage of punishment of Egypt (sin) by the precious blood of the Lamb (see Exodus 12:1-30). After this most of us "wrestle" with God in the wilderness as we discover what it means to be a Christian. When we (and God) decide we've "been at this mountain long enough", we are ready to cross the Jordan, when we have faith to believe the waters of our sinful nature have been (and will continue to be) cut off at the city of Adam by the work of God (see Joshua 3).
As we discussed in the previous devotion, there is no formula to get "there". But when we look back at our lives, God willing, we will see the stages of the journey of the children of Israel in our lives. May those of us who have been in the wilderness "long enough" be willing to take that step of faith to enter the Promised Land: a land of dynamic faith lived out as well as much-needed rest from laboring in our own strength (see Hebrews 4:1-10).
* Most of you probably know this, but it may be helpful to some to point out that oil is a symbol, or type, of the God's Holy, or "set apart" Spirit (ruach qodesh, Heb.)